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OLD BOY JON ALBUM BY DFD ON HIS BURFDAY

FUCK ITS SO GOOD

theinfernaldevices:

all these feelings are either going to kill me or turn me into a successful novel writer

(Source: newrome, via wikipeetia)

so..

it’s been ages since I wrote something on tumblr

how time flies..

have I changed since my last post? probably.. yeah

I have many thoughts where I can’t put it into words recently

it’s funny (funny haha? funny weird? probably funny weird) how far I’ve come and yet it’s still so minuscule in terms of life 

2013 is coming up and let’s see how it goes,

life is a box of chocolates.. indeed. Never know what you’re going to get
(Thanks Mr. Hanks.. or Mr. Gump)

Mmm.. shrimp. Bubba-gump shrimp.

See how random my thoughts are?

Someone will read this and say,

“he’s crazy…”

or

“he cray”

or

“someone else thinks like me!”

I like to meet you third person, I need more of you in my life.


oh

also to those saying thank you for following my blog.. 

you’re welcome…?! sure? it’s not much.. haha


ahhh 2013, let’s see what you have in store for me..

I am going to put up more pictures and write more crazy shit like this

just cause I kind of like it

yeah

it’s 3:22 AM in this motherfucker

seriously

who even came up with the word “motherfucker” ?

was it Sigmund Freud? Oedipus complex? haha.. probably not.



to those on my blog at this hour..

hello and goodnight 

cut my own hair

yg auditions tommorow

time to kpop

(not auditioning, going there as a part of kollaboration and to promote)

 ye time to get my hair up ( i cut it myself.. pics later peeps)

I want to see talent, who knows I might meet the next 2NE1 or BIG BANG

 

mom

is turning 50.. i think or 49, this thursday

bought her a michael kors bag

464 bucks or something like that

we told her we would buy one

but we “couldn’t” buy one all of a sudden (it’s hidden in my closet now)

so she is uber sad

LOL someone is going to be surprised on Thursday morning.. 


P.S. Night It Up! 2012 is in three days.. #grindtimenow 

First..

time experiencing the death of a person with whom I’ve talked to and actually had an interaction with in real life for a long duration of my high school.. 

Her name was Ms. Davidson.

She was this nice lady with humour that was very comforting, now that I think about it… It really is true, you don’t appreciate something until it’s gone..

She was the substitute teacher for my choir teacher, Ms. Fong, because she had taken leave on account of pregnancy. We worked together on concert choir pieces and other things related to the music department… She passed away on Friday, June 29th.. It still feels unreal.

I didn’t know her that well but she and I had talked together, laughed together, worked together.. and now, she’s gone..

Makes me wonder how terrified and childish I’ll feel once my parents come to age… They have been telling me I am still a child, unable to feed or take care of myself.. (They’re right.. I seriously need to get a move on my self.. oh my goodness..)

I remember crying when I was a child because of the pigeon that my mother’s friend had saved from the streets and it had died… How unfair I had thought it was for the pigeon, saved from the cruelty and harshness of the Toronto streets just to die..

Life is short and full of surprises…and not all surprises can be a good thing. 

I wish condolences to Ms. Davidson’s family and her children.. 

I pray that you are well wherever you are Ms. Davidson.

Rest in peace.  

Just paid…

my first bill.

241.79 dollars

that was some hard earned cash

gone in a click

wow..

seriously props to rim senior for supporting the fam and keeping the bread (rice) on the table

thanks pops,

won’t let ya down.